Saturday, November 11, 2017

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Thursday, November 2, 2017

How Many Opportunities Are There Really?

Lately I've been doing a lot of thinking surrounding a very painful and heartbreaking situation that has been going on for some months now. About love and loneliness..dealing with learning to let go of someone I love so possibly other new possibilities can permeate my existence. 

With everything that has gone on in the past few months there came along with that glimpses that were being shown to me. Especially today as I was driving. I was at a stop light sitting waiting for the light to change.  Thinking about my above mentioned loss and grief. I started to notice all of the people around me at each side of the intersection. And the thought came to me that if all of these people exist then so do many possibilities. All of these human beings are but singular versions of possibility. 
But somehow we get clouded because all we see is one possibility before us when we are stuck looking at the memory of what was and aren't looking at or taking notice of all of the other opportunities that are there available to us now.

I took it a step further that if my one loss and heartbreak exists then that means there are other opportunities and possibilities waiting for me around the corner. All I have to do is open my mind and heart to see beyond what I see before me and look in to the realms unseen but felt. And simply know and agree that possibility are all around and me.

💜  Jipsy

Sunday, October 29, 2017

It's been about 3 years or more?

Hey Everyone! This is a hello to reintroduce myself since it has been about 3 years since I have posted on my own blog. A lot has happened in that 3 years. A lot of which is why I've neglected to or haven't been able to post. I even lost my login info. But I am back onboard now and will be back to posting my thoughts on things very shortly. Also have some updates to share on my music as well!  😄 So stay tuned...

Thursday, August 7, 2014

Knocking On Closed Doors...and Math

Hey everybody :),

It's been a good while since I posted anything. Mostly I post little tid bits here and there from my Facebook page at Please go "Like" me there! :)

So I have some thoughts this morning that came to me as I am sitting here starting my day regarding things and situations that no longer work or aren't working. We tend to want to push and push to make something, anything work and go in our favor..and sometimes pushing is a good thing. In order to get anywhere in life it's good to have an ambitious character. On the other hand though I'm really talking about pushing to make something happen that just isn't meant to happen or will never happen for you.

If you take math for example (please bare with me while I explain)..let's use 2+9=11 hard as you try you can never make 2 and 9 equal 12 or 13 etc. Even if you move the numbers around and make it 3+8 or 7+4 etc. You will never make those sets of numbers equal anything other than 11, what it is supposed to be.

So in reference to certain areas (not all) in our lives, no matter how much you move things in your life around to try to suit a situation it will never equal out to the results that you are looking for. The factors that are in the situation will never change to create the end result that you are looking for. So what this means is that you and I have to choose different factors to work with to create the results we want.

Basically when we keep doing and repeating the same things and circumstances in our lives we will keep getting the same results. It makes perfect sense to me to equate that thought process to math. Math is point blank, you never get a different answer no matter how hard you try to move the numbers around in a range. It's the same exact thing in life. If we keep working with the same set of "numbers" and "factors" then we will always and forever keep getting the same answers.

<3 Jipsy xxxo

Tuesday, April 15, 2014

From Extreme Hurt to Forgiveness and Moving On

Recently I have had something happen to me that really brought me low and almost made me want to give up on everything. Someone I had gotten extremely close to and who was extremely close to me (or at least I thought), and who I grew to love deeply suddenly had a change of heart out of the blue. Actually I loved him from when I first saw him. He had said often how much he loved me and that he was in love with me. We had been talking about getting married and how much we loved each other. How we could not wait to be together as husband and wife. But he suddenly changed his mind and broke my heart into a million pieces. This happened only a week after he had said how much he loved me and asked me for my ring size. Not only did he end our relationship abruptly but there was no friendship in the separation and he did it in a way that was very mean and cruel. We started off as such good friends (or so I thought). I was deeply hurt by his treatment of me and how easy it was for him to walk away from me, drop me and leave me in the dust. I didn't understand how he could go from being so loving and enthusiastic about me and us to completely cold.

With all that said, since then I've been working on raising my own vibration, connecting with myself and forgiving and letting go of situations and people who have hurt me. I started doing a meditation on focusing on feeling my connection with God and that higher plane. I noticed that it starts to feel like there is me, and another part of me that is looking at me and all of the things that I think about. This other part of me, or higher part of me is all forgiving and seeing. As I was meditating I thought about this man who I loved (and still do) and how he had hurt me…but then I started to think about him as a little boy and a baby. I remembered some things he had told me about his childhood that he had gone through. I remember how I felt when he told me about those things, and how I wanted to hug him and be there for him and love him.

Suddenly as I started to think of him as a tiny human being who had been hurt just as I was (though not in the same way) hurting at that moment and from there I was able to be in a forgiving state. The hurt and anger I felt from how he treated me and closed the door on us seemed to get smaller while the love in my heart for him as a human being grew larger. I felt big from that view, my heart felt big. It was a better view from there as opposed to being that first part of myself who only saw the hurtful situation.

I think if we can look at everyone through new eyes, eyes that see the whole picture and eyes that see the real person behind the “evil deeds” then we can truly move past hurts quicker and forgive and let go with ease. I did that meditation because I truly wanted/want to let go because the sadness and anger was only hurting myself.

Additionally in order to move on and get past hurts, for me I stopped visiting the past. The past is what creates the thoughts that make me sad. Once I stopped incorporating the past into my thoughts and life I noticed that I feel lighter. The past also includes reminiscing about how it was with my ex, or how he made me feel. Once I stop focusing on that and focus on now and what I want going forward that has made healing able to take place. I'm not saying that I'm completely healed from that situation. There are times that I still cry, but I feel that looking at my ex from this perspective is very helpful in me completing the cycle of moving on and finally letting go.

I’ll probably never get an answer from my ex or from any other source as to why he ended our relationship so rudely and without feeling or concern for me. Maybe I’ll never know, but maybe the whole point of this situation was for me to experience forgiveness.

Well sorry for the book everyone, and also sorry for how long it’s been since I've posted! :O

Have a great week and blessed be! <3 M.

Thursday, November 28, 2013

Holiday Illusions

Holiday Illusions

It has become a standard that any other non-holiday day is “the norm” to be violent, mean, selfish, unkind, rude or whatever. Then suddenly because of a day that is just like any other day, but that we’ve been told to put under the guise of a “HOLIDAY! :D” …suddenly there is this invisible shiny glossy magic cover put on it and then almost everyone has this gleam in their eyes.

I don’t know why but as every year comes during the holidays I feel this sense of distraction and that I’m being fed an illusion, and today which is Thanksgiving 2013 is no different. I do not want to put across the idea that I’m not a thankful person or that I don’t enjoy all the delicious food and being with family or friends who are family that comes with this day and other big holidays. I also do not want to put across that there aren't genuine heart felt people out there who really care during these times.

No it’s not that, what I’m talking about is, I feel this aura around the holidays that almost feels like a big lie. I really hope that I don’t offend anyone with this, but I feel it needs to be said.

It is like we are having the wool pulled over our eyes, like being stuck in a weird void or warp for our minds when it comes to Thanksgiving, Christmas and many other holidays. Especially when it comes to shopping but I won't even go there in this post. 

Let’s take Thanksgiving for example since today happens to be Thanksgiving. Everyone makes such a huge deal out of the holiday and being thankful and the nostalgia of it all…when in fact this sort of energy or aspect of love should be an everyday thing. It’s like we have been programmed to be kind and loving only on these holidays and any other day is a free for all to be ridiculous to others. 

In my opinion it is very sad that we have fallen into this “Holiday” lie. Yes I said lie, and I say it because the lie in the holidays is that those are the only times to experience and give the feelings associated with those holidays. Love, which encompasses all the good feelings and emotions that surround these holidays we choose to express them, is meant to be an everyday occurrence.

Everyone really needs to wake up and stop being blinded and stop allowing themselves to be brainwashed into this idea that giving once a year is really giving, or being kind once a year is really a kind heart. These are illusions, and I am trying to wake you up to that…or at least I hope I made you think.

Needless to say, I hope you have a very blessed day today, everyday and that every day you experience a holiday, because every day should be treated as such.


Thursday, October 10, 2013

Random Rant and Rave: Fake and Phony

**Sorry for this random rant, but I'm really fed up with a lot of the fake crap that goes on. I will get back to more relevant things such as spirituality, music etc on my next blogs. Every girl deserves a rave and rant day.** 

Yes I'm ranting today...I'm finding some "friends" I've known since I was younger aren't actually my friends. Especially since they delete posts that have to do with my music that I put on their wall to remind them to "like" my page...because for some reason they "keep forgetting".

It's funny and phony how "friends" pretend to be your friend but they will not support you in anything you are doing that is moving in a positive direction. These same friends have told me I should give up on music and only be a parent like them.

Listen my daughter is about 18yrs old in a month. I've raised her, I have no other children, don't plan on having anymore. I have goals and dreams to make come true. It is not my fault if a person decides to have millions of kids. That is actually a great thing to bring life into the world if that is what you choose to do. However I also feel it is great to be successful in your ambitions. That is what I choose for myself.

I have even had a family member, who I'm not going to name, while we were sitting at a restaurant together took it upon herself to steal an opportunity from me right before my eyes. I was speaking to a waiter about music and asking him if he does music, what instruments he plays etc..and before I can get my words out, my family member butts in, "Great here's my number, I'm looking for a few good musicians. My name is blaah blah.."

I sat there looking at her with complete disbelief. To add insult to the injury, she answered my look with "What? Business is business, and I need a musician".

I'm only including a few with me at the top of the mountain, the ones who deserve to be there because they truly stuck by me when I was struggling at the bottom.

My revenge will be my success...because I will be successful.  M.

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